RaiLynn and Kylie are in a wedding in 2 days. 2 DAYS!!!!! I have their very beautiful dresses and their darling shoes. But I do not have any idea what in the world I am going to do to their hair. RaiLynn's will be so easy. Its very thick, long and curly, so hers will not be any problem. Kylie's on the other hand, thin, short, wavy and very soft textured. so it does not want to do anything that I want it to do. UNFORTUNATELY!!! So I just have absolutely no clue what on earth to do. So if you have any ideas, PLEASE HELP!!!! It's very needed and will be be very appreciated! Thank you so much!

satan STOP!

Okay, so I just find myself once again feeling like tears are just going to burst out at any given time. I know satan is laughing at my expense right now because he is getting to me and putting so many things in my head and I am just so weak that I find myself believing them. A year ago, satan whispered some things in my ear, tell me "You're not good enough Stephanie. Not for your husband, not for his family, not for your own family, not for your kids, not for your friends and not even for God." Well it really got to me and I believed it and went into this hidden depression stage. Everytime I was alone, I would sob. Well I'm finding myself hearing those things again. Not necessarily all of it but some of it. I need satan to just leave me alone. I am not spiritually or emotionally strong enough to handle it.

oh stress!

I have been dealing w/ so much stress lately. It's so crazy! I love my kids to pieces but sometime I just go crazy. And I don't have a clue what is going on w/ my body lately, but I'm very emotional. I constantly feel like everything is going to make me cry. The smallest of disagreements between Michael and me, I just walk off and feel the tears coming. I hate it. I just know there is something hormonally off. Or maybe mentally, I DON'T KNOW!!! Any who! I am just not dealing w/ my stress very well right now. So to all, please pray for me!