Prayers Necessary!

Okay, so Michael starts school tonight. He will be going Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. I am so stressed. I have a 4 yr old, 3 yr old and 18 mth old. 3 toddlers under the same roof with 1 adult!!!!! I don't even have a clue how I am going to handle it. But I am so scared that everything is going to go wrong. That something is going to happen. Last year whil Michael was at school Kylie got a bottle of childrens Tylenol and drank half of it. I was cooking dinner and I had a movie turned on for RaiLynn and Kylie. Corbin was asleep. So I'm standing at the stove and Kylie runs into the kitchen and says "Here Mommy!" and hands me the EMPTY bottle!!!!!!!! I wigged out! I smelled her breath and definitely could tell that she had drank it. So I called Poison Control and they took her age, weight and how much she had drank and added up some numbers, she told me that she should be fine. She was so sweet, called me the rest of the night checking on her. Well my mother and father in law came over and I told them what had happened and Mike went to the computer and did some numbers and told me that he thought I should take her to the hospital. So I text Michael and told him that I was taking Kylie to the E.R. and we left. I got to the hospital and bawled. I was so scared and felt so guilty. I went to the bathroom b/c I was crying so much and this woman, my Angel sent from God, came in and just grabbed me and hugged me and prayed for me. I was so shocked but so very thankful! Everything ended up being fine. But I am now dealing with the "What If's".........
What if something like that happens again?
What if one of them gets into something and I have no control?
What if one of them falls and breaks their arm or leg or anything?

I am just so scared and I'm so stressed. What if I can't handle this on my own. I am all I have. Michael is not going to be home to help me bathe them, feed them, play with them, put them to bed. I will do it all on my own. I'm just so stressed. So please please please pray for me. If you just randomly think about me on any of these nights, CALL ME PLEASE!!! Just to check on me or give me some words of encouragement. Anyway, I just had to get that off of my chest. Thank you all for your prayers.